Self-love Journey (Day 0)
Dear Diary/Dear Me, Just how many times have you cried the past few weeks? How often have you felt small, unworthy, useless? Why is it that no matter how hard you try, you still feel as if you're not doing enough? You have been too burned out trying to achieve something so people would praise you-both at work and in personal life. Because you give too much, you exert too much effort, you ended up exhausted. Do you remember when you thought about ending it all because it really hurts a lot? You forgot how to take care of yourself. You ended up hating your body everytime you see it in the mirror. You hate yourself every time your boss call you up because of a small mistake. You wanted yourself to be perfect and you feel frustrated because you just can't. And the more you feel frustrated, the harder you become to yourself. You curse it. You want to abandon it but you can't because it's YOU. Your body is YOU. YOURSELF is YOU. Then you cried again today because ...